This time last year I was in a huge rut, didn’t have a job, and was wondering if I made the right decision to move to Los Angeles. I remember questioning everything about my life. I was wondering if it was wise to move to LA at 30, was it the best idea to move 2500 miles away from all I have ever known. I just read the blog post called “Lost” (March 2010) where I talked about how awful I was feeling, how many doubts I was having. I remember vividly that awful feeling. I remember seriously wondering what the heck I was doing here. I got rid of my life, to start over and follow a dream, but for what.

Now a year later, I am happy I kept this blog. As time goes on you forget how you were feeling, how depressed you were, how doubtful you where of your life, and your choices. It’s nice to read that and know how far I have come in a year. I have a full time job, met great friends, a fabulous boyfriend, and soon will finally have a car (fingers and toes crossed). Many of the things I was questioning last year seem to be resolved. I would not say I don’t doubt myself ever. I will say I am much happier. I can’t say I have all the answers, but I know for sure, I am not as lost as I was this time last year. I am so happy I am moved to follow my dream. Right know, I am not sure where my life will lead, but for now I am very happy being in Los Angeles. If things change and I move back to NJ/NY it was meant to be, but at least I know I tried to make my dream a reality!

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